So tomorrow my summer semester begins, and it’s time for me to work my ass off to accomplish my goal of graduating by next year. I have about four classes left, so this semester I will be taking ENGL 1102, and program administration. It’ll be a busy time, but it’ll be well spent and I’ve had enough relaxation.
Yes my health will be even more challenging, but some others have it worse, but still pull through despite the pain and sorrow. Lately, the depression has been creeping back in because I feel like I haven’t been working hard enough. The fatigue is too much for me to deal with. So I will have to just learn how to boost my energy in order to keep moving forward and staying focused.
Graduating from college will be my greatest accomplishment because school was never easy for me. Dealing with learning issues in class was so devastating! But over the years I have learned how to handle things by finding out what works. I incorporate those skills still and they have helped me do will in my classes.
There may be times where I have to be in a procedure during the semester so I will have to inform my professors of when that will be, so I will have to self advocate. It’s time to apply what I have learned from the conference and not allow this to discourage me and wear me down. I do have my days when I just want to give up and throw in the towel.
Now that school is in session I have to put that behind me, in order to stay focused, and do the very best I can and give it my all.